i apologize for my last entry about lugia furries! i am more than enough aware that not all of them are that way and my entry said multiple times i was definitely not mad at all furries... maybe just all furry drama. but honestly non-furry drama sucks just as bad. i guess i'm tired of seeing the drama at all?

anyway to start off my new year, i'm going to work hard to continue living my (usually) almost entirely drama free life! and also start off by buying 50 raichu plushies. ALL FOR MYSELF. no seriously... i want to keep them.

i wish!

well, have a picture of mabo on my stomach along with my deepest apologies to any of my furry friends whose feelings i may have upset. i slept on it, and i won't have to see that stuff ever again now its over, so its over <3 and that's that!

The day's tweets. =)

( Under a cut so some don't have to see the same things twice )

this is so hard to see. he is so lonely. but only one month of his lonelyness and then i go back to USA, and by the time i return home the giant empty space will be filled... probably. i won't really know the size of what's filling that space until february.

it's worth it to avoid my panic over the doctor being sunbleached. he deserved better than direct sunlight and blasts of heat from my heater!! and now whoever guest stays on my top bunk will have the best friend ever.

yes, moving my toys around is serious buisness, especially my rarest and biggest toy who's sat next to me for 3 years this coming may ;_;


(how it was before, for my non-pkmncollectors friends list who is curious who i am talking about)

omg 711 made year-round calendars of grwiughruhgaioe grehirjthitjr gfugfdiugfdg

what a good month for pokedoll stuff, seriously.



*high fiving eddie and amber hardcore*

i got my secret santa!!


SS- Electric Winter by =Mythrime on deviantART


SO worth the wait!!!

also note to self when i work on the rules this week:

emphasize that i know when you haven't read the rules or the sales post info and you will not get sales permission in this case. UGH.

also emphasize that annoying and pestering mods and antagonizing us ("you didn't tell me what you plan to sell." "pokemon." okay, nice going, wise ass) isn't the way to get sales permission.

also more emphasis on if you are a lurker who never posts and nobody knows your name, you ain't gettin' permission.

ehhhhh.....members, feel free to comment here if YOU want to see something worked on specifically in the rules of pkmncollectors. will probably post like this on the comm later too.

i am still shaken and upset by what happened last week, and i just feel awkward and uncomfortable and i worry i always will, when i look at it.

i wish i could write more but, meh. my LJ is not a good place for my feelings anymore.


i guess i'm writing because.... i usually get over stuff very quickly? because i have the memory of dory the fish (seriously - anyone who's met me IRL for longer than a day knows i will repeat things i said a moment ago without any memory of having said it, or point something out to someone like hey! look! when they'd just shown me a moment ago) and this usually applies to when people have hurt or upset me... the next week i just have a vague idea we had an issue, but not over what, or why. it takes longer to forget only when it was my fault, or i was a bad jerk.

this one wasn't my damn fault at all and it's not just blindness talking - it wasn't. so why am i still so shaken up? maybe it was because of the level of viciousness and the shock factor involved. i don't think i can remember something like it ever happening before.

sorry to be cryptic... who was involved is my friend and i'm not interested in implicating them as having hurt me :( but my usual people i talk to about all this are gone as of bon leaving for work an hour ago (and everyone else being asleep or gone) so i'm feeling a little bit at a loss.

i'll get over it all in good time!

yay i got more stuffs!! from pyon. the stuff i got from bunz i posted to pkmncollectors instead...oops. and it's all on top of about 54237857428759435 cards and snacks and treats from my family and friends. the combined shipping on the huge boxes of snacks i've gotten is over 200$, for an idea, lol! snacks! :D

anyway from pyon, a giant fuzzy furry beanbag (i have pillow and beanbag obsession). yay! by next saturday i should have another one, so i'll have THREE bean bags! i'm so much more prepared this summer! no more guests sitting on the carpet. up yours ikea! for not having a single beanbag.




also new curtains for bedroom! i wanted these baaaad. i HATED the old ones. they were blue with white leaves. ew! solid colors please!

these are a black-brown, which matches the wa-fuu style of the bedroom (which is a japanese tatami room with cream and brown color scheme). yay!

Man, Brin's such a racist

we found a major CD under a major label with a pyon song on it that he didn't know had been made (under that label and with the artists also involved), and we freaked out and bought it. then when we got home...

him: oh god oh god i have to brag about this to mitchy!!! must brag!!!

*calls, gets greeting*

him: Hey guess what I......WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING IN HOLLAND?


oh rich people! who ever knows where they be at???


anyway, for any pkmncollectors, i added more shiny fish and some new kids bla bla that i'm not advertising on the comm till tomorrow so, have at them if you wanted them :D

Yep. A fanmix for Helen/John from Sanctuary. 

    
( I'm gonna haunt you, girl )

Christmas is here! Which means... the holiday season is FINALLY almost over! Yay! Bah humbug to all, and to all a rat filled, shit encrusted, putrid, stinking elephant anus of a night.

Why can't my Xmas be as fun as other peoples?

last samurai on tv dubbed in japanese...watching with bon.


this ought to be interesting.


news: 5 minutes in... "why is this so chinese-seeming..."

me: "americans don't know the difference between china and japan."

him: "well, who really can."

Hey guys, happy holidays. Hope you're all enjoying a nice relaxing time off!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=39MPmoEORvw ← Dark City
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mO0a2bqOkAU ← Stand
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l1DjYR5j8EU ← KINGS OF THE SCENE!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LX5Sh3bTLxA ← Edge and Pearl
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6tmX2fF_8Y ← Attack Music